Rebecca's funeral today. Haven't really managed to cry, but am definitely upset - I seem to go kind of abstract whenever I try to talk about it. Wonder how long it'll be before I see her again? People had these ideas of what she would be doing in heaven, but I don't have that, because we really know so little about it. But we do know it's good.
Haven't really thought about dying for a while - I used to make a point of it in the way that Lewis Carroll advised - have to start that again. Might make me waste less time on computer games!
Caroline sent me an e-mail, after being missing for a month or so (from my point of view, that is) - seems to be all right, which is a relief!
And we have Impact tomorrow - the projector for the words and videos is being run by me from my computer - haven't had much time to learn about it, but it doesn't seem hard! There's going to be this big screen on the stage and me sat behind it, hiding! They're having to buy this software to do it - was quite tempted to offer to program something myself for next time to save them the money, but I've done that sort of thing before! I might try to program it anyway, but without making promises, or even mentioning it! They'll have to spend the money anyway if we use it tomorrow, so no worries!
Better start preparing for Rock Solid, anyway! I've bought five new C.D.'s, so I'll get to see how people react to them tonight!