Thursday 28th June

Have been living at Phil's house in St. Ives for nearly a week! It's now Thursday, and I'm going home this evening. It's been fun, and very interesting - given us both some idea of what it would be like to share a house, I think. I think it's convinced him that if I ever come down to St. Ives, I should get a house of my own as soon as I can! I could understand that, anyway - it's bound to be hard to have your house invaded when you're used to it being yours!

Have discussed the possibility of coming down here, and in many ways I would really like to - I do miss Phil a lot, and I find the church down here more enjoyable than mine - although I do wonder if some of that is simply that I have no responsibilities here! Basically, there's a whole list of pros and cons involved, and while on the balance I personally would probably choose to move, data is sufficiently insufficient for me to really need guidance - so the decision goes straight into the hands of God!

Anyway, apologies to anyone who reads this and gets upset or alarmed - I can't discuss all my reasons so it might seem funny my wanting to move. Please bear in mind that I would very much like to live near Phil, and that I'd be closer to Gary too, once he moves to London. And a lot of stuff's happened that I wasn't expecting - losing my job is one thing, but I can't go into a lot of it, but basically the idea of moving - which has been there since Phil went - has suddenly become a possibility. As in, I have reason to believe that God might be changing things, so I need to pray to know what it is he's going for - you never know, maybe he's going to send me to Africa! (Hope not - it's too sunny down here as it is!)

That's about it, anyway! Have got an interview at Mansfield High School on Tuesday, so ideally could do with knowing what's going down before then! We have the Scarborough thingy this weekend, so I'll probably be in a good position to pray - will discuss things with Gary too - hope he's okay, he quite fancied the idea of me moving to London with him! Which would also be nice (although London's a dump) but it doesn't seem as feasible an option right now! Down to God, anyway!