So I've been really down this week, and I'm not sure why. Nothing major has changed, after all! Was appalling at Tuesday worship practice, and wasn't too good this morning (as in, Sunday) - had a sleep in the afternoon, and read Lamentations when I woke up - the book of the Bible that reaches problems other books cannot reach! Thinking I might try reading it every day this week, just to be on the safe side... can't be doing with this emotional stuff.
Had some thoughts about the past triggered by some stuff Stu and Frances were saying tonight (we played Atmosfear, including a scary moment when Anne had to pick a key, and the DVD nearly died!). Not going into thoughts, but reminded me of when I used to hear God pretty clearly a lot of the time. And at the time I was concerned about not doing enough miracles! Haven't had any clear communication for ages, and would really like to get that back - was helpful. It seems that the longer you're a Christian, the further you have to go to stay at the same 'level', so to speak; think I got left behind a bit somewhere, and I've yet to catch up. Am quite looking forward to this two-hour prayer slot I've booked myself in for from two 'til four Saturday morning. Got some stuff I wanted to say about that, but it'll keep - I'd better get to bed!
Have also lost my CD's for work - pretty essential tools! Hope I can find them. Goodnight!